Bright, Sunshine, and Day…

“Sir, roses for the beautiful lady.” A young boy told me as soon as we stepped out of the car. “Okay, I'll buy everything.” I paid him then I gave the flowers to Ayanna and kissed her.

Yes, I gave her a letter and told her the truth…. And yes, she has forgiven me. …

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Honey,

It's weekend, and I'm all alone during the hours we used to spend together, but I welcome the solitude. There are no intrusions on my thoughts, and I can communicate with you much better because of the calmness around me. How divine it would be if you were here?!

I was supposed to go to a concert tonight, but something went wrong about the tickets so i decided to stay home. All the same I'm not in the least sorry. I would rather be with you anytime. I realize it may be unbecoming to be so open with my feelings you might consider it gushing. Yet, in normal life most of us are with those we love. They are the people we trust, so there is no need constantly to remind them of our feelings.

In our case, our feelings toward each other remained unexpressed until the last couple of weeks, when you told me that you would stay and expressed your love and all that you felt for me. From that moment my life changed completely. The void and the loneliness were gone.You filled the emptiness and now I have you, one who cares, understands, and loves me as I love you and always will.

When you called me a few nights ago while I was out drinking with some friends I deliberately left out an important detail. I saw my ex. Honey, nothing happened. We spoke for about 30 mins and I felt so awful lying about it. Please understand that we were together for seven years and she will always be someone who once the most important thing in my life. Now, it's you.

Ayanna, I remember that day when you told me that you loved me. When I awoke and went to the window, I beheld an incredible sight. The sky was still quite dark, but a deep red horizontal line was trying to crack through the darkness. The band was widening, forcing the light upward over the trees, which stood like sentinels guarding some enchanted gate. Soon golden rays touched the tree tops, giving off an illusion of coronets. Then the darkness rolled back, the sun rose, bathing everything in a fresh pink-golden hue. A breathtaking dawn of a new day. I knew it was special, but could not imagine how special and symbolic it would turn out to be. That new bright day brought the first greeting from you after you stepped into my life.

Honey, there is no one but you. I'm sorry.

Alvin

P.S.

Here's my site, my journal, my life for the past few years.
Http://planetalvin.i.ph