Stuck On Me?

My head is filled with thoughts and realizations culled from a long weekend out of town. A rather insightful conversation with my good friend Derrick unfortunately confirmed my fears. Simply put, my present, no matter how beautiful, will always end up getting fucked up silly, because the monsters of my past keep rearing its ugly head. The funny thing is, I'm the only one with the power to kill these monsters. So why can't I?

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Something REAL…

I was at the club with some friends laying out when I saw a stunning image traipse towards me. Her legs looked divine, slender and tight. I savored her hotness as my eyes climbed up to a perfect butt, barely hidden in the smallest of bikinis. Her abs taut and supple, accentuating the slimmest of waists. My eyes found her bikini top covered just the essentials. I felt a stirring in my loins. Only then did I look at her face. A face that was smiling right at me. Sweet Jesus! She was Rebecca! She looked even more beautiful now than when we were dating. “Alvs. I knew it was you. How are you? You look great.” She said after giving me a customary kiss….

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Another Meme (the big 3)

Thanks Onyxx for this. Darn, I don't have secrets anymore! 

3 Names You Go By
Alvin
Alvs
Andre

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Bright, Sunshine, and Day…

“Sir, roses for the beautiful lady.” A young boy told me as soon as we stepped out of the car. “Okay, I'll buy everything.” I paid him then I gave the flowers to Ayanna and kissed her.

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The Awful Truth…

It's morning again, and as I have for the past thousand mornings of my life, I yawn, scratch, shower, lather my beard and drag three metal blades across one of the most sensitive parts of my body. Afterwards, as it did the past thousand days of my life, my face burns. So I wash my face and towel it dry. I stare at myself in front of the mirror and begin to wonder…

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