The long wait is
February 8, 2006
A lot of people have been emailing me asking why I don't write that much anymore. Sorry but I wasn't really in the mood to do anything at all lately except of course going to the gym, swimming… my routine. Well, find me a decent date and I promise to write everyday!
I'm sure my phone will start ringing when my friends read this entry. They'll be so worried to death about their cute cupcake paparazzi friendly best friend when they find out his feeling blue listening to BM's music “When will our eyes meet? When can I touch you? When will this long yearning end?… Ewwww!!! Beats me! That will be the day!
It's hard to admit but there are times when I can't really smile in front of the camera. My friend took a photo of me last weekend and she told me that I was not in my best element. I looked so tired and lonely. Imagine a guy with long lashes – bambi or puppy eyes - wearing D&G board shorts sporting a perfect body looking so helpless drinking water by the pool. Everyone just wanted to hug me and take me home. Well, some tried but I handled it very well. Someone almost won me over but…
Of course I did what any other guy would do. I hit the gym and went to one of my favorite malls right away. Okay, I shop at the Podium. People at the Nike and Adidas shops were very delighted to see me. One lady goes “Sir you're not in a good mood, noh”? These people know me very well. Always happy to see me sad coz' they know there will be some card abusing action… Indeed, the best things in life are expensive!
Later that day I got to thinking about life. I realized that it would never be bright and sunny the whole year round. There will be times when I won't be around my comfort zone. After all, seasons change. So do people and cities. A lot of people will come into your life and go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're lucky, a plane ride away.
