Of Marriage, Lust, and True Love

“This place is for people who want to feel cosmopolitan.” Leo said after scoping everyone in the room. “Since when did you want cosmopolitan, Mr. Beer-on-the-couch-with-the-remote?” Alex said while everyone erupted in cheers. “Hot stuff, baby.” Leo waggles his eyebrows and Alex answers, “you should have kept me while you had the chance.”

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My Purpose In Life…

For many years I had immersed myself into the pages of books. Volume that had fascinated me to the degree that I reread them countless times, little realizing that my own world was about to be undone. I saw my past emerging from the ashes wanting to relive its pain. Most of the time, there is no one to give us direction or ease us back into normality. By and large the world around us is uncaring, even hostile. We're all under the mercy of a whirlwind storm dragging us into a desert island and the task of surviving in such a harsh climate is up to us.

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Of Dates, Friends, and my Loving Mom…

“Look at all these common people. I can't believe it takes them forever to cross the street.” My date said while I wonder in awe. Waggling her eyebrows she then asks, 
“Why did you make a left?”
“I'm taking you back. Sorry I have diarrhea.” A wry remark I made after hearing her vicious comment.

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The Lost Prince…

It's true. A party isn't a party until someone crashes. “I'm sick of this. Can we go somewhere else.” I told Harlem after downing my last shot for the evening. “Relax. We're moving. I have an idea.” Harlem said after giving Tricia a customary kiss.

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Untamed Heart

“This event is about access not exposition. Look around you Alvs. It's really a world ruled by bloodlines and bank accounts. Don't ever think for a second that being part of this world was your fault.” Paolo said after we finish our glasses.

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A Different World?!

 In my world, there are so many unspoken rules – one should never be seen clad in a tux/dress with a non hottie! You only feud with the right people because you don't want your name splashed on a $3 rag.

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Of Sex, Pigs, and Friendship…

 “What am I, an amateur? I'm not going to whine about our break up. I'm not going to get even. I will make sure no one speaks of his name when I'm done with him.” Christy says while watching Patricia makes out with her date. “He is Allen's best friend. You don't want to go there.” I tried to warn her after downing my first shot for the evening. “Watch me.” Christy declares while we all wonder in awe.

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Of Mucus, Friends, and Broken Relationship…

“We're not kids anymore so don't expect a happy ending.” Patricia said after downing a shot. “I played this scene before and I wouldn't be the one left crying this time.” Christy said after asking for another round of shots. How does one really know that the time has come to break up with someone?

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Sexy Back

 Colby, I miss you! You're over weight. “Mom, what happened to Colby?” I asked my mom while cuddling Colby. “No idea. We followed your eating program. Maybe your dog is pregnant.” My mom said while having her nails done. “Colby is a male canine. I knew it. Mom…” I was about to have a breakdown but decided to leave my mother's house instead.

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Wonderful Life?!

“Hey Alvs, I'm at the mall shopping with Chloe.” An SMS I received from Ayanna while laying out with some friends at the club. I showed the message to Derick, he gave me a high five and said, “I think it's about time she finds out who you really are. Let's go shop with her.” The whole group erupted in cheers.

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Stuck On Me?

My head is filled with thoughts and realizations culled from a long weekend out of town. A rather insightful conversation with my good friend Derrick unfortunately confirmed my fears. Simply put, my present, no matter how beautiful, will always end up getting fucked up silly, because the monsters of my past keep rearing its ugly head. The funny thing is, I'm the only one with the power to kill these monsters. So why can't I?

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Something REAL…

I was at the club with some friends laying out when I saw a stunning image traipse towards me. Her legs looked divine, slender and tight. I savored her hotness as my eyes climbed up to a perfect butt, barely hidden in the smallest of bikinis. Her abs taut and supple, accentuating the slimmest of waists. My eyes found her bikini top covered just the essentials. I felt a stirring in my loins. Only then did I look at her face. A face that was smiling right at me. Sweet Jesus! She was Rebecca! She looked even more beautiful now than when we were dating. “Alvs. I knew it was you. How are you? You look great.” She said after giving me a customary kiss….

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Another Meme (the big 3)

Thanks Onyxx for this. Darn, I don't have secrets anymore! 

3 Names You Go By
Alvin
Alvs
Andre

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Bright, Sunshine, and Day…

“Sir, roses for the beautiful lady.” A young boy told me as soon as we stepped out of the car. “Okay, I'll buy everything.” I paid him then I gave the flowers to Ayanna and kissed her.

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The Awful Truth…

It's morning again, and as I have for the past thousand mornings of my life, I yawn, scratch, shower, lather my beard and drag three metal blades across one of the most sensitive parts of my body. Afterwards, as it did the past thousand days of my life, my face burns. So I wash my face and towel it dry. I stare at myself in front of the mirror and begin to wonder…

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In SEXness and In Health…

Two beings flung at each other in heat and clumsiness, in trust and in menace, the feelings of each unknowable and unfathomable to the other. Its sweetness terrible as its brevity. Its loneliness hurtful as its undeniable fire. And never had I looked so frail in my life, my eyes closed the whole time, my head turned into the pillow of sweetness. It seemed an image to beckon the most wanton cruelty in a male heart. The sweet throbbing splendour in making me feel better…

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Of Friends, Lovers, and Chelsea

  Once upon a time, in the faraway land of South F., a philanthropist and a gorgeous Paris-bred woman had a daughter who loved fashion. The little girl grew up and became one of the most fearless trendsetters of her generation. She's Marie L., one of Preview magazine's best dressed of 2007. (This issue will hit newsstands in July).

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Cry Me A River…

“I have often dreamed, of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome, would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer, when they see my face…” Don't sing with me!

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Long, SEXy, Weekend…

“Are you sure of this? I thought these things only happen in Hell-Ay?!” Paolo says as we all wonder in awe. “That's what the invitation says. We're in KL so enjoy your anonymity.” Dennis says as we enter a mansion that reeks of luxury and old money in D.H.

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The Bad, The Ugly, and the Blessed Ones…

The party was so big, it became this huge techno rave. There were circus acts and bunnies on roller skates handing out drinks and there was a regular blizzard going on in the bathroom. The whole place was packed with bunch of freaks…

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